⚓ Captain ⚓

There’s a notch, cabaret of beautiful things whilst I remain closed with shuddering eyes wishing for the leftovers of brilliance which found my heart; once. I’d question myself ten million times before I’d find pride again, as I type in tears; where did that silhouette go? Spent captive to a sound of familiar tones with the resonating lights in train yard carriages flowing through in wonderfully amiable grace. Loving that single minute with the softest touch a man can have: where is my lens? Oh god I’m so sorry. Find me guilty and find my heart where I left it; I was so clear in the scum of the city streets. This isn’t my future, this is a warm spot as I wait to find myself inside of the hopes I mustered years ago. Can’t I return? As I sleep, push me back in a machine of time to riddle the world once more. I need that second chance at life for I’m afraid of dying like this with a comfortable bed and a glint of hope for an average future. Where was that man who stood so proud without a dollars worth? So many questions to find clarity though hopes and wishes are predecessors of this reality. There was once a time in my life; I was inspiring and inspired. God I need you now.